so I was hoping to have some good news especially after the full moon last night, but I have to say that I'm still waiting to have this child of mine! I'm stopped asking myself every time I feel something strange "is this it?" and I just try to trick my mind in believing that I still have a while to go and not to get frustrated. Yay right, like that's worked, but I'm still trying.
Today is the first time that I have spent time with one of my girls by them self. Alyssa stayed home today with a fever and I was afraid that Hannah would have a difficult time going to school by herself especially knowing that her sister gets to stay home with Mommy, but she was happy to go to school! phew! Hopefully, Alyssa's fever doesn't turn into something serious since the baby will come regardless in about a week (WOW, that's really weird to say). It is a very different feeling to only have one girl with me, but it is a nice change with some guilty feelings. Guilty?, I guess because I feel like I'm favoring one over the other, but I keep telling myslef I'm not and the thermometer tells me I'm not too...I guess I'll just have to keep Hannah home one of these days too! ;)
Hopefully Dr. Feldman will have some good news for me tomorrow when I see him. Let's all keep our fingers AND toes crossed!
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